This has all happened within a matter of weeks. My mother and father no longer get along which stresses me out, and now I've been forgetting about roleplaying more often than I should. I've lacked the inspiration to do anything other than poems, so I'm a little edgy and skeptical. I'm not sure I can withdraw my roleplaying craze from wherever it has fled. So...my parents might seperate. School has been taken up my time with roleplaying, and my body protests with staying up so I can no longer stay up past my bedtime without falling asleep in class. I cannot afford bad grades. I have a PSAT and SAT to worry about. College and all.

And...yeah...a relationship. My first one. The stalker didn't count because he...uh...stalked me. Anyways, I was asked today. Someone got pissed at me because of it. They liked that person or whatever but I'm happy, and hopefully that person I'm with is happy with that fact. Err...my aim to please personality is rising...and...I'm possessive. o.O And, a couple of guys are too touchy feely that I want to kill them. My brother is too curious for his own good. He wants to ask the person that is angry at me who I'm dating, I need my brother to keep quiet. D:

And...I miss everyone I roleplayed with! And my friends!

I had Mass Casualty. It sucked. Everyone in Areas 2 and 3 survived. Area 1 died. Mission failure. The stupid medics didn't even treat my fake injury. XD! I should sue them. Ha ha. One of my friends told me how they acted. He believed they were demons casting magic, tackled a fire department guy as though he were a demon attacking his friends. It was hilarious. A few people resisted them in a fake critical situation.